Guided By Light

Sunday, March 26, 2006

things i dunt no wat to du with.........


um it started on friday afternoon, (teachers only day)
i was on msn and my mate hanna stayed the thurs so she was still at my house
anyway i was on msn and i was takling to this guy named (......) lol
and he was board and wanted to meet me and hanna at eastgate thn go to
the Palms after that before me and hann left my mate ashley rang and i decided to
get her to meet us there too. and aparently she was on msn too and was talkin
to dis guy jayden and she tld him to meet us there to so when we all meetd up it was funny! so anyway we went to the palms then to eastg8 and while we were @ eastg8...
we sat down out side farmers and sam kept txtn me lol
then wen i had to go he still txtd me even while i was at work and i thought
...ya no hes jus a mate so hu cares... but thn he askd me out and i didnt no howi felt i was like um?? i dunno! ...i actually didnt no if i wantd to or not so i sed il think bout it now i needa think harder so i dnt keep him waiting
man its wierd i was shockd in wat my feelings were like i no its normal though.
im jus 14 du i need a bf? lol i dnt hav a clue but this is sumthing i needa think
about............. yeah! well that is one thing
my mind has gone completely blank aye i duno wat els to say....

well i myt as well go nw kk

cya xXx

Wednesday, March 15, 2006


well, it wasm awsum it started like we mucked around 4
a while made sum houses out of card board and
watchd a couple of movies......
it was quite cool, getting to hang with every1 and not
worrying about stupid problems.the next morning was good i got woken up lol
its ok anna!!!!
and thn we went to church. 3 guys i no came to they were annoying and went up stairs and jummped around and stuff they must hav like no respect at all
but never mind. i had fun and that was the main thing!!!

I WANT TO SAY ........

thanks so much to all the ppl that sponsered me i am very greatful
i raised around $350 i think that should help out a lot so if u hav sponsered me and havnt got hold of me to give the money add me:
or mayb talk to amy hay (hpe ya dnt mind amz)

well thanks agen and il tlk too u anthr tym bye bye

love sasha

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Stupid problems I don’t need them!
Well this week I Av been totally confused aye, i have been in the middle of so many things like my best friend and my other mate got in a fight and they made me choose friends but I wouldn’t so now that I didn’t they are like your not a good friend then are yah! Then I just got so mad and walked away b4 i said smithing stupid! Man it just annoys me when friends do that.
Well anyway i am so over family at the moment I think I have taken in as much as i possibly can. Let’s just say I have problems!
i try to get rid of them a new one is just waiting down the corner it really bugs me, the other day i just wanted to scream when my nephew hit me I wanted to hit him back but i heard something in my head say no! That’s the wrong thing to do!
(i think it was god speaking to me) i have never ever felt that angry b4 but after god telling me that i calmed down and smiled even that was weird! Now i no that god does work in mysterious ways then my nephew looked at me and laughed at me I just turned around and went outside I went for a half hour walk thinking about what I am going to do. Anyway I came to a solution and it worked out! I want to thank god for helping me out in that situation…
I just haven’t been feeling myself lately. And that is very weird I just felt really different. Like I was living a life in slow motion it kind of freaked me out and I just wanted someone to talk to, but I guess I had no1 except god and I was to afraid to pray to him but when I finally did I felt better. I learnt that not all Christians are perfect and if I ever have another problem I no the guy to talk to that’s god 

Man I am so excited to go to Eastercamp the last Eastercamp was life changing for me so I can just about imagine what it is going to be like this year man I am just so excited and cant wait 

Take care everyone and have a good day\week\month

Love Sasha